Earthquake to Emo

Okay first of all I knew the I've left my blog dead for like millions of years..But still currently I'm not going to close it..Just that won't be update oftenly..Because I'm stuck in books sometimes..

But today I really think I have to write this what I so called an emo post..

Today (14.6.2011) there are two earthquake tremors strike around my college area because of the earthquake at Indonesia..

While in that time around 8.45 am I'm having class in college..Suddenly I felt like someone moving my chair and I felt like going to faint..Just after this mind fly over my head,I heard some of my classmates say the same thing after that also..After that everyone in class start to calm down and keep silent...and the next thing I saw was my pencil shaking a bit and I started feel the floor is slightly shaking..Then I heard 'Earthquake!!',said my classmate..And I were like 'Shit!!'...Holy shit! That's the first time I met earthquake in my life...After that we heard the announcement, 'Evacuation! All students and lecturer please proceed to basement now',all of us started to run to to basement from 8th FLOOR!!And everyone look shocked at the basement..

The first thing I do, I called my mum and relatives to check whether are they safe or not...And we went back class as normal around 9.30am...with full of shock of course!! After that around 12.10pm...The second quake strike my college again...Again we feel vibration and announcement...Ran like shit again...from 8th FLOOR!!! This time really pissed me off and I feel like going back home that time..Luckily my college did cancel today's classes also..Don't know why but this college really gave me some weird experiences that I can't feel at other colleges or institutions..

The reason I put 'emo' as title is because I felt another thing through today's experience..When I running down the staircase...My mind keep thinking 'Who should I call after I reach basement safely?' 'Who can give me a hug after I reach there?' 'Who will calm me down when I reach there?' Lastly, 'Who will care about me when I run to basement later?', my friends? I don't have anymore..my family and relatives? Not the one I need...I hope there will be someone that we love each other to give me a firm hug at basement there...I hope there will be someone who call or text me ...care about me...Where are you? When will you appear? Or actually there are someone that I gave signal but they refuse to take it...Cause seriously I feel helpless when running down the staircase just now..I just need a partner..Is that so hard? Haven't God punish me enough? Although I look tough to face it but at the moment just now,I admit that I'm scare and lonely...I knew there will sure be a lot of people outside there who misunderstand me feel happy now because they think I deserve to be like this...Well screw them!! Cause I'm a good man and I always try to do thing that will make people happy...but sometimes it ended with they misunderstand me and think that I'm a jerk ass...Again,SCREW THOSE PEOPLE!!